Are you still comfortably numb? It has been at least 40 years since you came home from Vietnam and the chances are, you have done everything to stop feeling. If you spent so much time and energy to get numb, you ended up being numb to the good stuff that makes life worth living.
Did you ever wonder what you were missing?
Tired of being numb?
January 11, 2018
I was working on a video earlier today when I typed "Vietnum veteran" instead of Vietnam veteran. Before I went to edit the text, I kept looking at it. Then it dawned on me that actually works. Oh, sure you spell numb with the B, but actually "be" has been part of your problem all along. Being willing to settle for just being half alive is not really living. It is existing.
For more than 40 years, you've been focused on what you had to do instead of what you needed to do for yourself...and your family.
You went to work, often doing jobs that were almost as dangerous as being in Vietnam. You raised a family, and in a lot of cases, more than one...and then came the time when you didn't have to go to work anymore. Kids moved out, probably have kids of their own who grew up already. If you managed to stay married, your wife is probably retired too.
My husband had to retire before the age of 50. Sixteen years later, I'm still working and have another decade to go before I can retire.
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