Time to filter out the BS and fill up with something to actually work toward!
OK, you can tell what kind of mood I'm in right now.
Frustrated does not even come close to wanting to get up on my roof and scream that it is time to stop being absent from your own life!
You found excuses because you looked for them.
You found other people to blame, because you looked for them.
You found whatever you wanted to find when you wanted to find it.
So when the hell will you find what you need to stop screwing around and get serious and #TakeBackYourLife from PTSD?
How many officers do you need to hear from? One this site, you've read about officers in every department of people who made it their job to do whatever it takes to save others.
HOW ABOUT YOU DO THE SAME FOR YOURSELF?